Аккорды для песни In Utero Album

				
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@ALBUM: in.untero
Album: In Utero
Band/Artist: Nirvana
Transcriptter: LSlasher [SLT]
Greets to: Ox

Tracks/Songs:

1. Serve The Servants (3:34)
2. Scentless Apprentice (3:47)
3. Heart-Shaped Box (4:39)
4. Rape Me (2:49)
5. Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle (4:07)
6. Dumb (2:29)
7. Very Ape (1:55)
8. Milk It (3:52)
9. Pennyroyal Tea (3:36)
10. Radio Friendly Unit Shifter (4:49)
11. Tourette's (1:33)
12. All Apologies (3:50)
13. Gallons Of Rubbing Alchol Flow Throught The Trip (7:33)

Band's Artists:

Kurt Cobian: Guitar, Vocals
Krist Novosellc: Bass
Dave Grohl: Drums

@SONG: SERVE THE SERVANTS

Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-Appointed judges judge
More than they have sold

If she floats than she is not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at salem's lot

Serve the servants - Oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore

As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I had a dad

I just want you to know that I
Don't hate you anymore
there is nothing I could say
that I haven't thought before

Serve the servants - oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore

@SONG: SCENTLESS APPRENTICE

Like most babies smell like butter
his smell smelled like no other
he was born scentless and senseless
he was born a scentless apprentice

Go away - get away, get away, get a-way
every wet nurse refused to feed him
electrolytes smell like semen

I promise not to sell your perfumed secrets
there are countless formulas for pressing flowers

I lie in the soll and fertilize mushrooms
Leaking out gas fumes are made into perfume

You can't fire me because I quit
Throw me in the fire and I won't throw a fit

@SONG: Heart-Shaped Box

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for a week
I was drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back

Hey
Wait
I've got a new conplaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hate
Haight
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your prieless advice
Hey
Wait
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself angel's hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

@SONG: RAPE ME

[Original form:]
-------------------------------+
Rape me, my friend             |
Rape me again                  |
                               |
I'm not the only one           |
Do it and do it Again          |
                               |
Waste me                       |
Taste me, my friend            |
                               |
My favorite inside source      |
I'll kiss your open sores      |
Appreciate your concern        |
You'll always stink and burn   |
                               |
-------------------------------+

[My Form:]

Rape me
Rape me my friend,
Rape me,
Rape me again.

Chorus:

I'm not the only one [x4]

Help me,
Do it, and do it again.

Waste me,
Rape me, my friend.

Chorus

My favorite inside source,
I'll kiss your open sores,
Appreciate your concern
You'll always, stink, and born.

Chorus

Rape me
Rape me
...

@SONG: FRANCES FARMER WILL HAVE HER REVENGE ON SEATTLE

It's so relieving to know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid
It's so relaxing to hear you're asking wherever you get your way
I's so soothing to know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same
I miss the comfort in being sad

In her false withness, we hope you're still with us, to see if they gloar or
drown
Our favorite paitent, A display of patience, disease-covered Puget Sound
She'll come back as fire, to burn all the liars, and leave a blanket of ash
on the ground I muss teh comfort in being sad

@SONG: DUMB

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb
or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy
my heart is broke
But I have some glue
help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around]
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And I have a hangover...Have a hangover

Skin the sun
Falkl asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun

@SONG: VERY APE

I am buried up to my neck in
Contradictionary lies
I take pride as the kind of illiterature
I'm very ape and very nice

If you ever need anything please don't hesitate
to ask someone else first
I'm too busy acting like I'm not naive.
I've seen it all I was here first

Out of the ground
Into the sky
Out of the sky
Into he firt

@SONG: MILK IT

I am my own parasite
I don't need a host to live
We feed off of each other
We can share our endorphns
Doll steak, test meat

I won my own pet virus
I get to pet and name her
Her milk is my shit
My shit is her milk

Doll steak, test meat
Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
Protector of the kennel
Ecto-plasma
Ecto-Skeletal
Obituary birthday
Your scent is still here in my place of recovery

@SONG: PENNYROYAL TEA

I'm on my time with everyone
I have very bad posture
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal tea
I'm anemic royalty
Give me a Leonard Cohen afterworld
So I can sigh enternally
I'm so tired I can't sleep
I'm a liar and a thief

Sit and drink pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
I'm on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry-flavored antacids

@SONG: RADIO FRIENDLY UNIT SHIFTER

Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with ciggarette burns
Speak at once while taking turns
Second-rate third defree burns
What is wrong with me
What is what I need
What do I think I think
This had nothing to do with what you think
If you ever think at all
Bi-polar opposites attract
All of a sudden my water broke
hate, hate your enemies
Save, save your friends
Find, find your place
Speak, speak the truth

@SONG: TOURETTE'S

Cufk, Yish, Sips

@SONG: ALL APOLOGIES

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feed as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqur scafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all we all are

@SONG: GALLONS OF RUBBING ALCOHOL FLOW THROUGH THE STRIP

-whatever

* Devided American Dollar Purchase Incentice Track


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             LSlasher
			



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From: Rooptroop@aol.com
Date: Sun, 14 Jan 1996 20:13:33 -0500
Subject: IN UTERO BTAB BY NIRVANA

Okay hey yall it's RoOpTrOoP again with the second Album bass tab on here
so I'm not gonna put the Lyrics this time if you wan'em get 'em yourself

Songs
Serve the Servants Eb
Scentless Apprentice Db
Heart Shaped Box Db
Rape Me Eb
Francis Farmer will have her revenge on Seattle Eb
Dumb (without fills) Eb
Very Ape Eb
Milk It Eb
Pennyroyal Tea Eb
Radio Friendly Unit Shifter Eb
Tourettes Eb
All Apologies Db




Serve the Servants

VERSE:



  F#5 F#sus2  E
g|---------------1--
d--------------------
a--------------------
e|--2---2----0------
        ...old.


CHORUS:

G|-----------------------------------------------|
D|--------------------------------------------------|
A|---7--7--7--7---7---7---4--4--4--4---4---6-----|
E|---5--5--5--5---5---5--------------------------|
                serve the servants....

BRIDGE:

G
D
A|----------------------------------/-3--3--3--3--3--3----
E|--2--2--2--2--2--2--2--2--2------------------------|--0----|
_________________________________________________________________---

Scentless Apprentice

Verse

G
D
A
D-4-4-0-4-0-4-4-4-4-0-4

Chorus

G
D
A
D-0--0-0-0--2--2-2-2--3--3-3-3

_______________________________________________________________________

Heart Shaped Box

I got this from
"Marino M. Regalado" 

"Heart Shaped Box" by Nirvana
Bass Tab

"Dropped D" + 1/2 step down  (Db,Ab,Db,Gb)

     Rest 4 measures    1st,2nd,3rd verses
                          A           F5
G:-----|----|----|----||--------------------------|
D:4----|----|----|----||o-------------------------|
A:4----|----|----|----||o-------------------------|
D:-----|----|----|----||--7--7--7--7\-3--3--3--3/-|
                          She eyes me...
                          I've been drawn...



   D5                               A            F5
G:---------------------------------|-------------------------|
D:---------------------------------|-------------------------|
A:---------5-------5-------5-------|-------------------------|
D:-0--------------------------(5)/-|-7--7--7--7\-3--3--3--3/-|





   D7                                A           F5
G:---------------------------------|-------------------------|
D:---------------------------------|-------------------------|
A:---------5-------5-------5-------|-------------------------|
D:-0--------------------------(5)/-|-7--7--7--7\-3--3--3--3/-|





   D5                                A           F5
G:---------------------------------|-------------------------|
D:---------------------------------|-------------------------|
A:---------5-------5-------5-------|-------------------------|
D:-0--------------------------(5)/-|-7--7--7--7\-3--3--3--3/-|



   _____________________________   ____________________________
  / 1.                            / 2.
   D7                              D7 
G:------------------------------||------------------------------||
D:-----------------------------o||------------------------------||
A:---------5-----5-------------o||---------5-------5--5--5------||
D:-0----------7-----7-------5/--||-0---/--------------------7-7-||



  Chorus

    A5          F5              D7
G:----------------------------|-----------------------------|
D:o---------------------------|-----------------------------|
A:o------8b(9)--------3b(4)b3-|---------5-------5\----3-----|
D:--7--7--------3--3----------|-0-0-0-0------------5-----5--|

         Hey           Wait...

                                   ____________________________
                                 / 1.,2.
   A5             F5              D7
G:------------------------------|------------------------------||
D:------------------------------|-----------------------------o||
A:-------8b(9)b8--------3b(4)b3-|--------5--5-5-5-5-5-5-5-----o||
D:-7--7-----------3--3----------|-0--0-0-------------------5---||



   ________________________
  / 3.
   D7                         F                          D7
G:--------------------------|--------------------------|----------------|
D:--------------------------|--------------------------|-------7--------|
A:--------5-----5--5--5--5--|--------------------------|-------5--------|
D:-0--0-0----0--------------|-3--3--3--3--3--3--3/-----|-0--------------|





   F
G:--------------------------|----------------|
D:--------------------------|-------7--------|
A:--------------------------|-------5--------|
D:-3--3--3--3--3--3--3--/---|-0--------------|


Now repeat the verses again for verse 2, but instead of taking the chorus
again, play this:

     (Repeat 3 times)
      A5             F5               D7
G:||--------------------------------|----------------------------|
D:||o-------------------------------|----------------------------|
A:||o-------8b(9)b8--------3b(4)b3--|---------5------5\----3-----|
D:||--7--7-----------3--3-----------|-0-0-0-0-----------5-----5--|

            Hey            Wait...



   A5             F5               D7
G:-------------------------------|-----------------------------||
D:-------------------------------|----------------------------o||
A:-------8b(9)b8--------3b(4)b3--|---------5------5\----3-----o||
D:-5--5-----------3--3-----------|-0-0-0-0-----------5-----5---||





    F                          D7
G:---------------------------|-----------------------|||
D:o--------------------------|-7--------------------o|||
A:o--------------------------|-5--------------------o|||
D:--3--3--3--3--3--3--3-/----|-0---------------------|||



Guitar solo time!  During this part, play the first four bars of the chorus,
then end with this:

   A           F5            D5                  A           F5
G:-------------------------|-------------------|-------------------------|
D:-------------------------|----0--------------|-------------------------|
A:-------------------------|-0-----------------|-------------------------|
D:-7--7--7--7\-3--3--3--3/-|----------------5/-|-7--7--7--7\-3--3--3--3--|






G:-------------------------||
D:-0-----0-----0-----0-----||
A:----0-----0-----0-----0--||
D:-------------------------||


Near the end already!  Now just go back and play verse 3, then play the
chorus as written, but on
the third repeat of the chorus play only the first three bars (don't play the
3rd ending!!)  Instead,
jump to the following and play to the end:

                              (play 3 times)
   D7                           F                          D7
G:--------------------------||---------------------------|------------------|
D:--------------------------||o--------------------------|-------7---------o|
A:--------5--5--5--5--5-----||o--------------------------|-------5---------o|
D:-0--0-0----------------5--||--3--3--3--3--3--3--3--/---|-0----------------|





    F5                         D7
G:|--------------------------|---------------|||
D:|--------------------------|---------------|||
A:|--------------------------|---------------|||
D:|-3--3--3--3--3--3--3------|-0-------------|||

Thanks Marino

_____________________________________________________________________-
Rape Me

HERE'S THE VERSE
DON'T COME IN UNTIL GUITAR HIT'S DISTORTION

G
D
A-0--0--0-0-0-3-3-3
E------------------------0--0--0-0-0-3-3-3

CHORUS
G-1-1--4-4-----------------------------------
D----------1-1--4-4--------------------------
A--------------------------------------------
E--------------------------------------------
_______________________________________________________________________
Francis Farmer will have her revenge on Seattle

Try this okay if it's not right who gives a flying fuck

Come in with Lyrics

  ------------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  --2---2----2--2----2--2------2--2---------------

------------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------------
--------------------------------------------------
 --------------------------2----2----3/----------


  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -/4--4--4--4--4--4--4--4----0--0--0--0----------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -/3--3--3--3----0--0--0--0--/3--3--3--0---------


  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -/4--4--4--4--4--4--4--4----0--0--0--0----------


  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -/3--3--3--3----0--0--0--0--/3--3--3--0---------

  ------------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  --2---2----2--2----2--2------2--2---------------

------------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------------
--------------------------------------------------
 --------------------------2----2----3/----------



  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ----------------------------------------------
  --3--3--4--4---x-------4--4--4------------------


-------------------------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------0-------------
-----3---3--------3---------x---3------------------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  --2---2----2--2----2--2------2--2---------------
  ------------------------------------------------


  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  --2-----2--2------2---2---------------------
  --------------------------2----2----3/----------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  --------------------------------------7----7\--------
  --4---4----4--4---4-------/7----------------7\--------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
------------0------------2---2---2---------------
  --5---5-------2---2--------------2-----2--------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ---------------------------------------------------------
  --2---2--2--2--2--2--3--------------------------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -------------------------------------------------------
  --4---4----4--4---4-------/7----------7\--------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -----------0-------------0---0---0-------------------
  --5---5-------2---2--------------2-----2--------

   ------------------------------------------------
   ------------------------------------------------
   ------------------------------------------------------
   --2---2--2--2--2--2--3--------------------------

   ------------------------------------------------
   ------------------------------------------------
   -----------------------------------------------------
  --4---4----4--4---4-------/7----------7\--------

  ------------------------------------------------
  -------------------------------------------------
  -----2---2--2---2--2--2------------------------
  --5---5-------2---2-----------------------------

  ----------------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  --0--------------0--1---2--2--2---2---1--------------
  ------------------------------------------------


  ----------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ----0-0-0-0-0-0-------0----------
  -------------------0-0-0--3-0-0-0-0-0-0-3---3---

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------------
  --2--2--2--2--2--2--2--3------------------------

  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -------------------0h1----------------------
  --2--2--2--2------------------------------------

  Interlude
  ------------------------------------------------
  ---------------------------------------------------
  ----------------/7--7--7---7----0------------------
  --4---4----0------------------------------------

  -------------------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  -------------------/7--7--7---7----0------------------
  --4---4----0------------------------------------

 -------------------------------------------------------------
 ---------------------------------------------------------------
  --4---4---4--4--4--4---4---5--5--5----5--4-2p0--
  ------------------------------------------------

  -----------------------------------------------------------------------
  --------------------------------3----------------------2p0---------
  --2---2--2--2--2--2-2-2-2----2-2-2-2--0------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------

 -------------------------------------------------
  ---------------------------------------------
  ---------------------------------------------------------
  --3---------------3------2--2--2--2--2--2--2--3-



  And you finish with this.-
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  ------------------------------------------------
  --4------4------------------------------------

That's pretty much it you need to put the notes where they belong I used the
guitar part
as a base for this so if you don't know what goes where or what just get that
and use it
________________________________________________________________________

Dumb


VERSE
-----------------------|----------------------|
-----------------------|----------------------|
-----------------333-0|----------------333-0|
--00-555-0-33-------|--00-555-0-33-------|

CHORUS                        x4
-------------|-------------|
-------------|-------------|
-------------|-------------|
--0-00-000-|--3-33-333-|

MIDDLE                     x3
------------------------|-------------|
------------------------|-------------|
-2-22-222-|-3-33-333-|-22222--3-|
------------------------| ------------|

Back To verse

_________________________________________________________________________

Very Ape

Verse

G
D
A
E--3/5--5--3/6--6--3/5--5--3/6--6

G
D
A
E--3/5--5--3/6--6---3/5--5-5--3/6--6

Chorus

G
D
A---------3/6--6-6-6-6/10-10
E--5--5----------------------------3-2-2/5

End with this

E -5--5

______________________________________________________________________

Milk It

VERSE

G
D
A-1--4-
E---------3---0--3--3--4-0--0--0


CHORUS

G
D
A--1---4
E---------3------0--3

_______________________________________________________________________-

Pennyroyal Tea

VERSE

G
D
A-0--0-0--0-0-0--0--0-0--0-0
E-------------------------------------3--3--3-3-3--3--3--3-3-3

CHORUS

G
D
A-3--3-3-3-3-3/5--5-5--5-5--1--1-1-1--1-1-0-1-0-1
E

________________________________________________________________--______--

Radio Friendly Unit Shifter

VERSE

G o---------------------------------
D o---------------------------------
A o-0-0-3---2-------2-2-2-----------
E o-----------3-3-3-------2-2-2-2-0-

Bridge:   (simplified, play some other notes to spice up)
G o-----------------------------------------------------------------
D o-----------------2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2---------------------------------
A o-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-----------------0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-
E o-----------------------------------------------------------------

________________________________________________________________________

TOURETTES
FASTEST SONG ON HERE 4 NOTES

G
D
A
E-3-3-3-3-5-5-5-5-6-6-6-6-2-2-2-2

HEY PART

G
D
A
E-2--------2-------2------2

REPEAT
_____________________________________________________________________----

ALL APOLOGIES

I GOT THIS FROM
From: "Marino M. Regalado" 

Dropped D + 1/2 step down tuning (Db,Ab,Db,Gb)

      Rest 3 measures
G:------|-----|-----|-----------7---|-------------------|-----------------|
D:4-----|-----|-----|---------------|-------------------|-----------------|
A:4-----|-----|-----|---------------|-5-----5---5-5-5-5-|-5-----5-----5---|
D:------|-----|-----|---------------|-------------------|-----------------|


                        Verses
                        _______________________________
                       /Rhythm Fig. 1                  \
                        D                           D7
G:---------|---------||-----------------|-----------7---||
D:---o-/---|---o-/---||-----------------|---------------||
A:----/-o--|----/-o--||-5-----5---------|-5-----5-------||
D:---------|---------||-----------------|---------------||
                        What else...

Play Rhythm Fig 1 a total of 8 times for the whole verse.


   Chorus


G:-------------------|-------------------|-----------------|
D:-------------------|-------------------|-----------------|
A:-------------------|-------------------|-----------------|
D:-5p(3)-5---5-3---3-|-5p(3)-5-5-5-2-3-3-|-5---5-5---3-5-5-|
             In the sun...





G:-----------------|----------------|-------------------|
D:-----------------|----------------|-------------------|
A:-----------------|----------------|-------------------|
D:-5-3-5-3-5-2-3---|5---5---5-2-3-3-|-5-3-5-3-5p(2)-3-5-|






G:---________________---------------|--_________________----------------||
D:--/--------------|-\--------------|-/---------------|-\---------------||
A:-0---------------|(0)-------------|-0---------------|(0)--------------||
D:-----------------|----------------|-----------------|-----------------||

Easy so far!  Now just repeat back to the verses for verse 2 (Rhythm Fig 1
eight times).  Then
play the chorus.  Finally, play the outro:

                                        _________________________________
  Outro                                / Rhythm Fig.2                    \

G:-----------------|------------------|-----------------|-----------------|
D:-----------------|------------------|-----------------|-----------------|
A:-5-5---5---5-7---|-5------5---5-7---|-5-5---5---5-7---|-5-5---5----5-7--|
D:---------------7-|----------------7-|---------------7-|----------------7|
   All in all...



    Play Rhythm Fig 2 eight more times

G:-------------------------------------||
D:-------------------------------------||
A:-------------------------------------||
D:-------------------------------------||



                                          _______________
                                         / Rhythm Fig 3  \

G:||------------------|------------------||-----------------|
D:||o---________________----------------o||-----------------|
A:||o--/--------------|-\---------------o||-5-5---5---5---5-|
D:||--0---------------|(0)---------------||-----------------|




   Play Rhytm Fig 3 17 more times, then fade

G:-------------------------------------------|||
D:-------------------------------------------|||
A:-------------------------------------------|||
D:-------------------------------------------|||

THANKS MARINO
__________________________________________________________________________
WELL THAT'S IT THE WHOLE GRANDSPANKING ALBUM OF IN UTERO
I'M PROBABLEY GONNA DO BLEACH NEXT

KURT SHALL LIVE ON FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS,MINDS SOULS AND OF COURSE
STEREOS

KURT WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN IN MY MIND'S EYE I HOPE YOURS TOO

PEACE OUT
ROOPTROOP

P.S. I FINALLY GOT HIS SUICIDE NOTE IN IT'S ENTIRITY HERE IT IS

To  Boddah  pronounced

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would
rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee.  This note should be pretty
easy to understand.  All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses
over the years.  Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics
involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven
to be
very true. I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating
music along with reading and writing for too many years now.  I feel guilty
beyond words about these things.  For example when we're backstage and the
lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the
way in
which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love. (?) relish in the love
and
adoration from the crowd.  Which is something  I totally admire and
envy. The fact is  I can't fool you.  Any one of you.  It simply isn't fair
to
you or me.  The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by
faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun.  Sometimes I feel as if
I
should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage.  I've
tried everything within my power to appreciate it, (and I do. God, believe me
I do but it's not enough.
I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot
of people.  I must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate
things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive.  I need to be slightly numb in
order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child.  On our last three
tours
I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally
and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the
guilt and empathy I have for everyone.  There's good in all of us and I think
I simply love people too much.  So much that it makes me feel too fucking
sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces, Jesus man!  Why don't
you just enjoy it?  I don't know.  I have a goddess of a wife who sweats
ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to
be.
Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is
good and will do her no harm.  And that terrifies me to the point to where I
can barely function.  I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the
miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
	
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've
become hateful
towards
all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get
along, and have empathy.  Empathy!  Only because I love and feel for people
too
much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for
your letters and concern during the past years.  I'm too much of an erratic,
moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to
burn out than to fade away.  peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney

For Frances
For her life which will be so much happier without me.   I Love you.
I love you!